Because I've got BABY FEVER!! When I was pregnant w/ McKenna, I swore this would be our last. I even said that after she was born! Now here we are, 10 months later, and I'm definetly considering another! I have no idea why it's hitting me so hard all of a sudden. Maybe b/c Kenna will be ONE in two months, maybe b/c everyone I know in real life is preggo (my lil bro, my BFF, every single woman I see at Wal-mart or the grocery store!), or maybe b/c many mama's on my due date club are expecting again as well. Something about seeing those pictures of positive pregnancy tests is so beautiful!
Physically, I know my body can handle pregnancy again. Emotionally--got that too. Financially?? Well, there's the problem. That and the fact that hubby's not really on board. He swore up and down this would be our last, and in the beginning, I totally agreed. Truth is, if I could, I would have 5 or 6 kids. I love babies, I love toddlers, I love my children. I know I'm a good mom, I just wish money didn't have to be a factor. A dollar only goes so far....
But oh how I want my big beautiful pregnant belly back!!! I love having that little miracle inside of me. It's like a secret you can't wait to share w/ the world.
But for now I'm stuck wishing and hoping. Maybe someday. I'm young still, so I have plenty of time..it's just the waiting part that is hard!!